6-11-2008

it's no surprise... what happened to me. It's happened many times before..So many..I've lost count.. I'm just afraid. That it might end up like the last time. It never worked out. Ladies and gentlemen I'm IN LOVE.. I was in love many times before. But i noe this girl is special.. She too was heartbroken many times.. She treats me like a bro.. But i look at her diffrently.. She's not my friend not my pet sis.. She my love.. I love her i really do.. All my posts have never been about love.. This one is special because I mean it with all my heart...


"I'm lucky i'm in love with my bestfriend"
"and if we had babies they would look like you"
"i've never found a love like this"

She makes me feel different. She makes me feel special. I love her i really do.. People will be asking me who she is after this post but i resent it..I never will tell you for I do not want to ruin our relationship.. She might accept me and she might not. I'm afraid shoul i take the plunge.. Should i jump overboard, think out of the box, be extraodinary?? Should I, Should I????

I don't noe..because I love you I won't do anything to ruin our relationship...I love you.. All love extraodinarily seeks into all... I dunno what that means but there you go..